sigh its 7 o clock and still my brothers still not here to pick me up.
:(
i cant thinkkk
Monday, March 29, 2010
I now understand why people commit suicide because of school.
WAKE FADE GONE by Lisa Mcmannn is soo awesome!
Loved it! cabe is so hot!
http://www.simonandschuster.com/giveaways/lisa-mcmann-cabel-story
thats him!
But its mostly his personality i like
nooo i wish she wrote more :(
sighhh
Cabel (cabe) Strumheller is the boy that looks strung out on drugs in his early high school days, the loner, no friends and very unapproachable. He is from the same part of town as Janie. He has horrible dreams, dreams that makes Janie more scared now than she has ever been. A man with knives for fingers that looks scary enough be Freddy Krueger’s brother; a man in a fit of rage setting Cabel on fire. Janie can only stare at the horror before her. She and Cabel have a connection…one that will pull them together; they need each other.
Janie’s secret as she calls it is only shared with Cabel after many years of the pain. He learns how to communicate with her in dreams. But it is truly the woman from the nursing home that teaches Janie that her dreams belong to her, and if she finds herself in someone’s dream she has the power to change things…to better things. Still there are secrets, how did Cabel get such nice clothes and transform himself over the summer…let alone drive a Beemer? He has a few secrets of his own.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
WAKE FADE GONE by Lisa Mcmannn is soo awesome!
Loved it! cabe is so hot!
http://www.simonandschuster.com/giveaways/lisa-mcmann-cabel-story
thats him!
But its mostly his personality i like
nooo i wish she wrote more :(
sighhh
Cabel (cabe) Strumheller is the boy that looks strung out on drugs in his early high school days, the loner, no friends and very unapproachable. He is from the same part of town as Janie. He has horrible dreams, dreams that makes Janie more scared now than she has ever been. A man with knives for fingers that looks scary enough be Freddy Krueger’s brother; a man in a fit of rage setting Cabel on fire. Janie can only stare at the horror before her. She and Cabel have a connection…one that will pull them together; they need each other.
Janie’s secret as she calls it is only shared with Cabel after many years of the pain. He learns how to communicate with her in dreams. But it is truly the woman from the nursing home that teaches Janie that her dreams belong to her, and if she finds herself in someone’s dream she has the power to change things…to better things. Still there are secrets, how did Cabel get such nice clothes and transform himself over the summer…let alone drive a Beemer? He has a few secrets of his own.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Saturday, March 27, 2010
i feell so bad i just came back home and the house is silent nd so i hear my bros good friend died so hes on the comp and finally he throws his pen on the table nd says he died(spitefully,regretfully)
and it makes me wana burst inside!
he left with my dad to the morque
he drowned!drowned drowned
im started to bawl im going to the rr to let it out
im making qiyam tonight InshAllah
and it makes me wana burst inside!
he left with my dad to the morque
he drowned!drowned drowned
im started to bawl im going to the rr to let it out
im making qiyam tonight InshAllah
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
So my dads gonna pick me up in an hour ..Im so happy no school till monday!I love Wednesdays after class!
Theres something I reaaaaaally regret tho the other day at Hcc i was walking to the (street) other campus for my class and so this guy was going to walk past me and he just did some kind of in your face thing like he was going to do something and walked past chuckling to himsself.
Personally for me I ignore things ALOT.
But man like a second later I was soon regretting like man i could've made that guy regret what he did so bad! Like humiliate him. I wonder if thats the right approach...
Grrrrrrrr Im an idiot. I didnt really get mad but then i thought what if he keeps doind this to hijabis...so next time I see him( i hope i remembered his face) Hes in for a lecture!
Its weird cause my parents kept telling me is everything okay at school any1 bothering you and I nevr get bothered! Stares yes but I dont even notice it!Wallahi! Its amazing! but i said everythings good cause first of all im not really that close to them( i distance myself from ppl)
Omg i need pepper spray I had bought sum b4 but my brother wasted it all out thinking I was gonna use it on him so i have to buy some more!
If anyone tries to assult me They better watch out!
I just hope I don't freeze.But i don't think i will InshAllah because if that does happen ill kick him where it counts and spray him in the eyes then say ayatul Kursi(2 guard angels) then run as Fast as i can where there are ppl.
A couple days b4 spring break sum1 wanted me to marry their son ew they were falasteene from Pearland and we were walking in a store and then they were at the cash register so my sis says Salam and they say nothing so my mom says Waalaykumassalam(like answering aidhe cuase they werent) and we busted out laughing
so then they come to where we were and says are these ur daughters and so they said are they married and they totally ignored my sis(unusual) and pointed at me and sed how abt that one and blah my mom sed too youung balh i was schocked like omg i went away from there as fast as i could i tried to make it seem like i didnt know when my sis sed they asked for u ..i was like really i thot was for you blah Im really good at hiding things and my sis tells everyone who will listen the story even my dad .. I was soooooo embarrassed.
and my bro!
yuvk yuck first off all i would never go with them ...the lady(she was reallt pretty) i guess his sis said "well teach her since shes youung"
...teach me what????
Yuck
Im deleting this post tomorrowww
Theres something I reaaaaaally regret tho the other day at Hcc i was walking to the (street) other campus for my class and so this guy was going to walk past me and he just did some kind of in your face thing like he was going to do something and walked past chuckling to himsself.
Personally for me I ignore things ALOT.
But man like a second later I was soon regretting like man i could've made that guy regret what he did so bad! Like humiliate him. I wonder if thats the right approach...
Grrrrrrrr Im an idiot. I didnt really get mad but then i thought what if he keeps doind this to hijabis...so next time I see him( i hope i remembered his face) Hes in for a lecture!
Its weird cause my parents kept telling me is everything okay at school any1 bothering you and I nevr get bothered! Stares yes but I dont even notice it!Wallahi! Its amazing! but i said everythings good cause first of all im not really that close to them( i distance myself from ppl)
Omg i need pepper spray I had bought sum b4 but my brother wasted it all out thinking I was gonna use it on him so i have to buy some more!
If anyone tries to assult me They better watch out!
I just hope I don't freeze.But i don't think i will InshAllah because if that does happen ill kick him where it counts and spray him in the eyes then say ayatul Kursi(2 guard angels) then run as Fast as i can where there are ppl.
A couple days b4 spring break sum1 wanted me to marry their son ew they were falasteene from Pearland and we were walking in a store and then they were at the cash register so my sis says Salam and they say nothing so my mom says Waalaykumassalam(like answering aidhe cuase they werent) and we busted out laughing
so then they come to where we were and says are these ur daughters and so they said are they married and they totally ignored my sis(unusual) and pointed at me and sed how abt that one and blah my mom sed too youung balh i was schocked like omg i went away from there as fast as i could i tried to make it seem like i didnt know when my sis sed they asked for u ..i was like really i thot was for you blah Im really good at hiding things and my sis tells everyone who will listen the story even my dad .. I was soooooo embarrassed.
and my bro!
yuvk yuck first off all i would never go with them ...the lady(she was reallt pretty) i guess his sis said "well teach her since shes youung"
...teach me what????
Yuck
Im deleting this post tomorrowww
Monday, March 22, 2010
Sigh* Ellen Hopkins books make me feel depressed :/
IMPULSE------
Sometimes you don't wake up. But if you happen to, you know things will never be the same.
Three lives, three different paths to the same destination: Aspen Springs, a psychiatric hospital for those who have attempted the ultimate act -- suicide.
Vanessa is beautiful and smart, but her secrets keep her answering the call of the blade.
Tony, after suffering a painful childhood, can only find peace through pills.
And Conner, outwardly, has the perfect life. But dig a little deeper and find a boy who is in constant battle with his parents, his life, himself.
In one instant each of these young people decided enough was enough. They grabbed the blade, the bottle, the gun -- and tried to end it all. Now they have a second chance, and just maybe, with each other's help, they can find their way to a better life -- but only if they're strong and can fight the demons that brought them here in the first place. Click the website and readddddddd
http://books.google.com/books?id=zjvMUVww2fQC&printsec=frontcover&dq=Impulse+by+ellen+hopkins&source=bl&ots=qkK4tcA7Rn&sig=bWtW-akD6iQtQK2NaRknwb-8rIU&hl=en&ei=NwGoS748zbS2B6LWnM8N&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=3&ved=0CBYQ6AEwAg#v=onepage&q=&f=false
IMPULSE------
Sometimes you don't wake up. But if you happen to, you know things will never be the same.
Three lives, three different paths to the same destination: Aspen Springs, a psychiatric hospital for those who have attempted the ultimate act -- suicide.
Vanessa is beautiful and smart, but her secrets keep her answering the call of the blade.
Tony, after suffering a painful childhood, can only find peace through pills.
And Conner, outwardly, has the perfect life. But dig a little deeper and find a boy who is in constant battle with his parents, his life, himself.
In one instant each of these young people decided enough was enough. They grabbed the blade, the bottle, the gun -- and tried to end it all. Now they have a second chance, and just maybe, with each other's help, they can find their way to a better life -- but only if they're strong and can fight the demons that brought them here in the first place. Click the website and readddddddd
http://books.google.com/books?id=zjvMUVww2fQC&printsec=frontcover&dq=Impulse+by+ellen+hopkins&source=bl&ots=qkK4tcA7Rn&sig=bWtW-akD6iQtQK2NaRknwb-8rIU&hl=en&ei=NwGoS748zbS2B6LWnM8N&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=3&ved=0CBYQ6AEwAg#v=onepage&q=&f=false
Im tired of getting average grades like B.Its because i dont study hard enough. Actually i dont study at all and get B's. So if i actually study ill get an A InshAllah.
Omg Maincenter on Saturday. Its very depressing to see Grown Adults acting this way!
Do they want the youth to turn out like them?
Sheikh Z couldn't even come in to pray thuhr! He had to pray on the streets.
So they were going to have a meeting not behind lock doors(after the actual shura council) But then i guess the president got scared and said meeting adjourned and we all had that attitude that finally he is going to speak but he did not. So all hell broke loose and then Sheikh Z's Wife started yelling and pointing at M.Ali saying lier,Hypocrite and then SubhanAllah her son was sitting but as soon as she started yelling he stood up immediately and stood by her side.It was depressing that a kid would have to hear his own mother yelling at someone and having to hear all this Info revolving on sheikh Z.
I wonder what was going through his mind at that point
A lady actually started crying because she never thought this would happen in a masjid.
People were recording with their phones also.
I like going with my mom places because anywhere i go with her i keep the attitude that im going to learn something new and will benefit any way I can.
I don't really like going with my sister tho.
But our relationship definitely got better but we don't talk as much but also we don't fight like ever.
Hmm something I noticed about myself is I don't trust people easily and I still haven't found that friend that's like me and will do stuff I like. I'm not that outgoing either. I'll get along with anyone thats willing to get along but i wont get too close either.
Omg Maincenter on Saturday. Its very depressing to see Grown Adults acting this way!
Do they want the youth to turn out like them?
Sheikh Z couldn't even come in to pray thuhr! He had to pray on the streets.
So they were going to have a meeting not behind lock doors(after the actual shura council) But then i guess the president got scared and said meeting adjourned and we all had that attitude that finally he is going to speak but he did not. So all hell broke loose and then Sheikh Z's Wife started yelling and pointing at M.Ali saying lier,Hypocrite and then SubhanAllah her son was sitting but as soon as she started yelling he stood up immediately and stood by her side.It was depressing that a kid would have to hear his own mother yelling at someone and having to hear all this Info revolving on sheikh Z.
I wonder what was going through his mind at that point
A lady actually started crying because she never thought this would happen in a masjid.
People were recording with their phones also.
I like going with my mom places because anywhere i go with her i keep the attitude that im going to learn something new and will benefit any way I can.
I don't really like going with my sister tho.
But our relationship definitely got better but we don't talk as much but also we don't fight like ever.
Hmm something I noticed about myself is I don't trust people easily and I still haven't found that friend that's like me and will do stuff I like. I'm not that outgoing either. I'll get along with anyone thats willing to get along but i wont get too close either.
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