Friday, July 30, 2010

dang so i told my mom if i could go to the movies tomorrow with my friend and she said yes then she said oh wait were going to ilm summ--- tomorrow.I really dont want to go.But she sed i can go the movies @ night..Leonardo Dicaprio i'm coming for you!

so I really am so frkn bored and have nothing to do but i dont want to watch a movie online either ...i want to do something beneficial.
Sooo I was just reading up on muslim matters and abt ilm---su m m i t (i dont want the words to get attached to here) and it sounds pretty interesting.I was there for like 3 hrs on tuesday with my sister(altho nobody thinks shes my sis cause we look nothing alike!):O
I REALLY didnt want to go but since we needed to drive there to get the car from my bro whos the cameraman there and my mom sent us but i tried to pull it off saying oh ill just stay with mommy and go wherever she goes but my mom was like nice try get down with ur sis so i had no choice but to go in. Anyways teh good thing abt all this is we got starbucks and i lounged on the VERY COMFTY yellow chairs. and omg they have a gym! but some lady sed only for sisters for 30 min at night?
lame. Oh well guys need to get all the exercise they can esp. muslim ones.(w/ exceptions :)
so no jummah today i still have my period and i feel not crappy at all actually mostly energetic :)
so I just lounged there most of the time and yeah I didnt feel like I belonged there anyways hence my whole reason of not going :(
But i am kind of sort of maybe somewhat excited for the next almaghhhrib class. Its the other yasir and he kind of strikes me as monotoneish voice. but oh well gotta suck all the info i can from that class.
I wonder how much hate mail shaiks get..ouch.or if they get any hate mail at all? hmm
I think my role model is hilary duff. Shes such a good girl and not trashy at all and plus she's gorg. and her engagaed BF is so cute..mike comrie.<3 but i dont get why he had to wait to years to find out if he really liked her?

Thursday, July 29, 2010

forever-chris brown
hes so hot
its amazing how much hes changed like he has music videos when his voice sounds like a lil kid
I realized im more of a pop music kind of girl...I grew up with aaron carter and hilary duff.
:/
I also like songs that has guys that sing with a clear voice like boyslikegirl(lovedrunk).
Im not socail either i think...I think thats why I like nader best out of all my family.
We both like to read.
Oh yeah i made a twitter page again :)Al4HH3
Right now I feel cuddly and full of fluffyness :)
Isnt that how girls are spsd to feel-wrong...Most girls arent.
Most girls are evil and full of insecure emotions.
I wish i was a guy. cause then I could wear shorts and work out and get muscles and also wear cologne(guys dont know this but girls LOVE the way guys smeell tahst like a major attraction).
Also I'de have more freedom and can do anything i want without getting in trouble.
Being a girl sucks(sometimes)
Dislikes:having to wax(dont shave ever yeck) and beleev me it f'n hurts
having periods every month and feeling crappy
insecure emotions all the time ( as opposed to guys who think theyre the shiit)
Having to act like a diff person all the time hmm actually im at that very confused stage im confused with who i am and life.
theres more beleev i just cantthink of them now
advantages
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haha kidding!
dressing up
being girly when u want and acting tough tough at other times
umm?
i dont know?!?!
listening to MIKA, RedOne - Kick Ass (We Are Young) its awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee
king of anything-sara bareilles <33

Wednesday, July 28, 2010



so i just found out i got mothers natures monthly gift so i put on nail polish :)

I know my fingernails arent that long
and trying to put it on the left hand is KILLER HARD!
teenage dream-katy perry <3

Monday, July 26, 2010

so i stayed awake till 3:30 then I couldnt take it anymore and slept. of course my mom found out.......idc WOOOOO 3:30
new tiem to beat:5:00

I don't like you Mommy



SO CUTE!

Sunday, July 25, 2010

next movie im watchng is american physco because cb is in it!

Christian Bale Is Bringing Sexy Back



now HE is the hottest guy on earth
WOOT!WOOT!
My ffing crazy freaking brother isnt home nd wont be home for 5 days!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
party.Karamba.Fiesta.Forever.
To celebrate i think ill put all nighter...altho ive never done it before even at those masjids all nighter things i always go to sleep early blah. I hated those things Im never going to another again!and halaqas either sometimes they suck esp. if you have to go to them all the time
. oH my god u know what sucks ..i have hifdh classes mon-thurs 4-6 but since the teacher wont be coming cause of ilmss-------- now the teacher is.........MY SISTER!
When my mom told me that I was like Yesss!and then she figured out what i was up to. I was and STILL AM going to take advantage of that!
My sister is not controlling me anymore im 17!
why is this song so addicting?
Enrique Iglesias - I Like It
watching superhero movie online
and its so freaking hilarious!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

aww br.Wee sam has dimples! how cute! I just wish he kept his long hair :(
I remember going to maryam masjid a year ago and he was there giving a lecture but I wasnt listening but I DO remember at the end of class saying something about paradise and a window and people crying and him crying about seeing Allah.
That thawb story was him!
Nobody fools me and plus my friend sed he sed I and We.
kesha,lady gaga,and katy perry make me sick


buncha white trash girls

Saturday, July 17, 2010

omg the "baby i like it song
idk why i just really like say you dont want it by one night only and heres a new one thts ugh to die for literally
dynamite taio cruz

I hate music why do i lsten to it!

Thursday, July 15, 2010

ugh I GIVE UP.
IM SO CONFUSED
FUSTRATED
head hurts