Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Im gonna try to blog everyday...
I didnt go to the library monday or was it tues?because my dad sed he could send me wed because we have to go to sh.z's lecture anyway tonight and theres a public library right there...Im goonna get a ton of books InshAllah!
I want to read:
1)Wintergirls Laurie Halse Anderson--about girls that stave themselves.
2)the karma club-- Jessica Broday
im interrupting cause I just remembers something
when my teacher in hist class said did anyone watch saving private ryan
it made me remember all the times in pali(we went for a year i was in 8th grade)
we watched all these cool old movies and i looved them!
there was a channel called onetv(showed charmed) and fix movies and MBC 1,2,and 3(all arabic)
MBC 4 show:http://www.mbc.net/portal/site/mbc/menuitem.77695d6ff007bb1aa1a6c73a480210a0/?vgnextoid=d8497fb9d32ee010VgnVCM100000f1010a0aRCRD&sday=5&stime=1272488400000&mbctimezone=f18934c837cc1110VgnVCM1000008420010aRCRD&channel=5d76b3b9e34f2110VgnVCM1000008420010a___
Its that link!!!_

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

GAH this is stuck in my head!


Futhermore I'm cornier than Ethynol
Cheesier than Provolone

I'm awesome!
No you're not, dude don't lie
I'm awesome!
I'm drivin around in my mom's ride
I'm awesome!
A quarter of my life gone by
And I met all my friends online


Gonna leave soon..GOD Fb is so dang addicting!
I hate it but love it at the same time!
ahhhhhhhhh..
My brother sucks..I bet all brothers suck!
Im reading Captivate by Carrie Jones
Need advice?:::


Top Ten Things To Remember When Dealing With Pixies

Think pixies are like Tinkerbell? You think wrong.

1. Pixies do not hang out with Peter Pan.
2. Pixies do not sleep in glass jars.
3. Similarly, they do not carry magic wands.
4. They hate iron and steel.
5. They will call your name and try to get you lost in the woods.
6. They are great fighters, using claws and teeth.
7. They can look like humans. They are not human.
8. Some may go to your school or work with you. We have no idea.
9. They have needs.
10. Never let one kiss you. Ever.

Monday, April 26, 2010

http://books.google.com/books?id=TKlcwbBJo1QC&printsec=frontcover&dq=burned+by+ellen+hopkins&source=bl&ots=gOgvVSyVKj&sig=spT-QE7iQJxDtAkgkOk6pOLPiOk&hl=en&ei=5SHWS77XD47u9gTKxsjDDw&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=6&ved=0CB0Q6AEwBQ#v=onepage&q&f=false
begining intro of BURNED
LOVED that book!
Its kinda weird though...
Page 25 WOW so eye-opening!
page 67,68
I hate that place that her dad sends her to that the old pervert hits on her and just yuck cant say and then he'll give her scented shampoo and fruit and stuff like that
I'm just too disgusted,Horrified to the extreme!
Its nasty,yucky,blucky,disgusting,perverted,horrifying,torturing,JUST FREAKING NASTY!
i need to calm down
i feel really extremely sorry for the girls that it happens to..:(((((((((((x A million!)

leaving soon and gonna go to the public library becuase i am soo in love with boooooooooooooooooookks<333333333333333333333333333
I will DIE without them!!!
god oh god I dont know how people survive without them?
Oh yeah that picture was me on the last day of almaghrib on my bros laptop i was telling my mom i was doing my essay (she got me off in 10 min!)and word expired so i was bored as heck but dont get me wrong the shaykh was very interesting! Man i dont realize that im so lucky to go to all these Almaggghhrib classes :(i need to take advantage of them! I feel sorry for the couple that got divorced also oh well QadrAllah.
Okay i need NEED to get my books!
sigh im drooling just thinking about them....................................................
sigh sigh
sigh
sigh
I came to school early to do my work and waht happens? theres no class today!

Saturday, April 24, 2010

i love ellen hopkins so much!
her and Allah are my whole entire world!
as long as i isolate myself with a quran and her books im good to go for life!
ooh my head hurtsss.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BNmEeAesqSQ
listening to this
so true i love the words and his awesome voicce
im reading the excerpt for fallout here:
http://www.ellenhopkins.com/
I want to read it so bad!
so far ive read most of them
okay her books are mostly about girls/guys that think they know what love is but dont really know until the first person uses them and then they find someone better and it usually deals with drugs,alcohol,abusive father (in one)
Impulse is the one i loved the best!3 teens try to commit suicide but fail so end up at this clinic to help them get better
but stupid frkn fine deliciious connor has to kill himself in the end because of lack of care and pressure from his parents.WHY HIM?whyyyy?
glass and crank--bree---deals with "the monster" pot meth drugs in general
has two kids (appears in fallout)
Tricks-2nd best!just so awesome!its about three diff people.Same stuff
In general her books are awesome!
drugs,alcohol,the works.
Its just depreesing is all but im a depressed girl so it all works out right?
im so sick of this world.
i feel like throwing up.oh god.
it hurtttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttssssssssss
i need those things that make you numb what are they called? anesthetics?
ahhhhhh
it hurttss
im gonnaa cryy
my heard hurts so bad
i hurt everywhere :(
omg NEVER AGAIN will i go to lunch with those almagh---- girls. Next time they ask me ill stick to the food they bring(no matter how bad it tastes).
I cant stand fake girls with prissy voices.
OMG i thot i was gna have a heartache and i am only 16!turning 17
Allah Yustar
god!
keep it calm,keep it calm.
Okay these few days have been good so far. The sheikh is awesome!
so funny!
ahhaha he sed something about every time he looks in a mirror he says abdulbaarrry you are one good looking man!
AHHAHHAHAHHA
hes coool.
im sad.
depressed.
stressed.
need books.
need.
books.
anti
social
why
hmm
im
weird
i
think
i
love
books
omg
i hate the
word
omg
okay
toodles

Friday, April 23, 2010

http://members.cox.net/arshad/ad-dunya.html
im reading this now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th9RF1-0cYQ
listening to this
hey when we were driving home these middle schoolers in the bus shouted at my big sis specifically dont bomb me!My sis sed grow up and i sed your ignorant.
i just kinda froze because I was grownup sheltered and crap.
I didn't feel mad tho just sorry for the kid for what his parents taught him. Also that he doesn't know what Islam really is about and i didnt want him to die as a nonbeliever.
God,everything in this world depresses me. The only one I can rely on is Allah and books and also not even books,They depress me also with these drug-addict kids and suicide-rs.
My motto Life: isloate from anything dunya realted even people.If i get to trust them later on they just depress me

Monday, April 19, 2010

man for my paper in class thats about this book i put as the author robert 0'dale!
And it was actually stephen b. oates
I was soo farrr!!!!!
man!
hahhaa i think thats funny
anyways the lib at HCC smells like fast food yuck(fries)
Daderz is picking me up at 6:00.
have to go to pub library and tell him to get me a card so i can get books!
i love books so much :)

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

got an A- on my midterm..im depressed.
It didnt post out they way i typed it.
okay so take off the first words and it makes this.
Wish
Yearn
Long
Pray
Act




a secret
listen,

its true.
want to hear
think

think
Know?

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Best Quotes from Ellen Hopkins Books
Impulse

Wish You could turn off
the Questions,turn
off the voices,
Turn off all sound
Yearn to close out
the ugliness,close
out all the filthiness
Long to cast away
yesterday,Cast
away memories
cast away all jeopardy
Pray you could somehow stop
the uncertainty,somehow
stop the loathing
somehow stop the pain
Act On your impulse
swallow the bottle,
Cut a little deeper,
put the gun to your chest.

I love how the words on the side make sense by them self!
Identical(just finished reading this!Awesome and sad with a tragic twist!)

But telling

Isn't an option
if you tell a secret
about someone
you don't really know,
other people might
listen,
but decide your
making it up.Even if you
happen to know for a fact
its true.
If you tell a secret
about a friend, other people
want to hear
all of it, prologue
to epilogue,But then they
think
you're totally messed
up for telling it
in the first place.They
think
they cant trust you
and hey, they probably cant.
One a nark
always a nark,you Know?


Oh god! I think Im in her love with her books!

Monday, April 5, 2010

im so tired right now ugh man ugh man ugh man ugh man ugh man ugh man wow this is fun okay gotta goo siblings are picking me up sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh
blah blah blah blah

Sunday, April 4, 2010

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whyyy oh whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy mwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeomg omgomgomgogmgomgogmgogmgmogmgogmogmgog im goonnna die
im goona die nowomgogmgogmogmgogmgogm
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
my oluifeeeeeeeeeeeefwjsdgygjq


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