MIKA, RedOne - Kick Ass (We Are Young) -ahhhhh
so awesome i need to watch the movie kickass
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Tired and I might be leaving to Dallas for 3 days cause my mom wants to check out the schools and so the plan is were officially leaving a day after ramadan and were getting a house or apartment and were gna live there for a year while my dad and older sis stay in houston and the whole reason were going is cause my mom heard there were the best schools there so there
Friday, July 30, 2010
so I really am so frkn bored and have nothing to do but i dont want to watch a movie online either ...i want to do something beneficial.
Sooo I was just reading up on muslim matters and abt ilm---su m m i t (i dont want the words to get attached to here) and it sounds pretty interesting.I was there for like 3 hrs on tuesday with my sister(altho nobody thinks shes my sis cause we look nothing alike!):O
I REALLY didnt want to go but since we needed to drive there to get the car from my bro whos the cameraman there and my mom sent us but i tried to pull it off saying oh ill just stay with mommy and go wherever she goes but my mom was like nice try get down with ur sis so i had no choice but to go in. Anyways teh good thing abt all this is we got starbucks and i lounged on the VERY COMFTY yellow chairs. and omg they have a gym! but some lady sed only for sisters for 30 min at night?
lame. Oh well guys need to get all the exercise they can esp. muslim ones.(w/ exceptions :)
so no jummah today i still have my period and i feel not crappy at all actually mostly energetic :)
so I just lounged there most of the time and yeah I didnt feel like I belonged there anyways hence my whole reason of not going :(
But i am kind of sort of maybe somewhat excited for the next almaghhhrib class. Its the other yasir and he kind of strikes me as monotoneish voice. but oh well gotta suck all the info i can from that class.
I wonder how much hate mail shaiks get..ouch.or if they get any hate mail at all? hmm
I think my role model is hilary duff. Shes such a good girl and not trashy at all and plus she's gorg. and her engagaed BF is so cute..mike comrie.<3 but i dont get why he had to wait to years to find out if he really liked her?
Thursday, July 29, 2010
I realized im more of a pop music kind of girl...I grew up with aaron carter and hilary duff.
:/
I also like songs that has guys that sing with a clear voice like boyslikegirl(lovedrunk).
Im not socail either i think...I think thats why I like nader best out of all my family.
We both like to read.
Oh yeah i made a twitter page again :)Al4HH3
Right now I feel cuddly and full of fluffyness :)
Isnt that how girls are spsd to feel-wrong...Most girls arent.
Most girls are evil and full of insecure emotions.
I wish i was a guy. cause then I could wear shorts and work out and get muscles and also wear cologne(guys dont know this but girls LOVE the way guys smeell tahst like a major attraction).
Also I'de have more freedom and can do anything i want without getting in trouble.
Being a girl sucks(sometimes)
Dislikes:having to wax(dont shave ever yeck) and beleev me it f'n hurts
having periods every month and feeling crappy
insecure emotions all the time ( as opposed to guys who think theyre the shiit)
Having to act like a diff person all the time hmm actually im at that very confused stage im confused with who i am and life.
theres more beleev i just cantthink of them now
advantages
.....
.....
.....
haha kidding!
dressing up
being girly when u want and acting tough tough at other times
umm?
i dont know?!?!
listening to MIKA, RedOne - Kick Ass (We Are Young) its awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee
:/
I also like songs that has guys that sing with a clear voice like boyslikegirl(lovedrunk).
Im not socail either i think...I think thats why I like nader best out of all my family.
We both like to read.
Oh yeah i made a twitter page again :)Al4HH3
Right now I feel cuddly and full of fluffyness :)
Isnt that how girls are spsd to feel-wrong...Most girls arent.
Most girls are evil and full of insecure emotions.
I wish i was a guy. cause then I could wear shorts and work out and get muscles and also wear cologne(guys dont know this but girls LOVE the way guys smeell tahst like a major attraction).
Also I'de have more freedom and can do anything i want without getting in trouble.
Being a girl sucks(sometimes)
Dislikes:having to wax(dont shave ever yeck) and beleev me it f'n hurts
having periods every month and feeling crappy
insecure emotions all the time ( as opposed to guys who think theyre the shiit)
Having to act like a diff person all the time hmm actually im at that very confused stage im confused with who i am and life.
theres more beleev i just cantthink of them now
advantages
.....
.....
.....
haha kidding!
dressing up
being girly when u want and acting tough tough at other times
umm?
i dont know?!?!
listening to MIKA, RedOne - Kick Ass (We Are Young) its awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Monday, July 26, 2010
Sunday, July 25, 2010
WOOT!WOOT!
My ffing crazy freaking brother isnt home nd wont be home for 5 days!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
party.Karamba.Fiesta.Forever.
To celebrate i think ill put all nighter...altho ive never done it before even at those masjids all nighter things i always go to sleep early blah. I hated those things Im never going to another again!and halaqas either sometimes they suck esp. if you have to go to them all the time
. oH my god u know what sucks ..i have hifdh classes mon-thurs 4-6 but since the teacher wont be coming cause of ilmss-------- now the teacher is.........MY SISTER!
When my mom told me that I was like Yesss!and then she figured out what i was up to. I was and STILL AM going to take advantage of that!
My sister is not controlling me anymore im 17!
My ffing crazy freaking brother isnt home nd wont be home for 5 days!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
party.Karamba.Fiesta.Forever.
To celebrate i think ill put all nighter...altho ive never done it before even at those masjids all nighter things i always go to sleep early blah. I hated those things Im never going to another again!and halaqas either sometimes they suck esp. if you have to go to them all the time
. oH my god u know what sucks ..i have hifdh classes mon-thurs 4-6 but since the teacher wont be coming cause of ilmss-------- now the teacher is.........MY SISTER!
When my mom told me that I was like Yesss!and then she figured out what i was up to. I was and STILL AM going to take advantage of that!
My sister is not controlling me anymore im 17!
Sunday, July 18, 2010
aww br.Wee sam has dimples! how cute! I just wish he kept his long hair :(
I remember going to maryam masjid a year ago and he was there giving a lecture but I wasnt listening but I DO remember at the end of class saying something about paradise and a window and people crying and him crying about seeing Allah.
That thawb story was him!
Nobody fools me and plus my friend sed he sed I and We.
I remember going to maryam masjid a year ago and he was there giving a lecture but I wasnt listening but I DO remember at the end of class saying something about paradise and a window and people crying and him crying about seeing Allah.
That thawb story was him!
Nobody fools me and plus my friend sed he sed I and We.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Monday, June 28, 2010
oh so in the last picture you can see my pink nailpolish!
I only wear it when I cant pray anyways...next color(next month) will be green!
I love hunter green!Awesome cooolor!
**Am I supposed to put my life on hold
because you don't know how to act
and you don't know where your life is going
Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying?
Pardon me if I don't show it
I don't care if I never see you again
I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
but either way baby, I'm gone
****
I only wear it when I cant pray anyways...next color(next month) will be green!
I love hunter green!Awesome cooolor!
**Am I supposed to put my life on hold
because you don't know how to act
and you don't know where your life is going
Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying?
Pardon me if I don't show it
I don't care if I never see you again
I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
but either way baby, I'm gone
****
its soooooooo hard!
I frkn hate music i dont know why i keep listening to it arggg
You know that feeling lke its hurting ur soul?
Ive been noticing a change lately and NO its not me growing up!
Oh yeah that pic was the day after the icna mas conv i got heennnaa done!!!
The best speaker was of course noumann ali khan!!
It was abt peer pressure so it was of course awesomme!
sigh
Saturday, June 26, 2010
just came back from the icna conv. It was awesome esp nouman Khan.
hes an awesome speakkker!
i dont know why but i feel like crying all of a sudden. Its those weird freaky girl mood flunctuations...Im on my period :/
I feel like bawling my head off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh god
aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Im trying to suck it all in but its hard :///////////////////////////////////////////////////////
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB|
I hate having girl mood flunctuations!
I wish i was a guy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
christiano ronaldo is hot...ahhh where did that come from?
im crazy...thats the most simple answer for anything
cant for tomorrow bawllllllllllllll
im happy reallly but i feel like cryingggggggggggggggggg
hes an awesome speakkker!
i dont know why but i feel like crying all of a sudden. Its those weird freaky girl mood flunctuations...Im on my period :/
I feel like bawling my head off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh god
aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Im trying to suck it all in but its hard :///////////////////////////////////////////////////////
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB|
I hate having girl mood flunctuations!
I wish i was a guy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
christiano ronaldo is hot...ahhh where did that come from?
im crazy...thats the most simple answer for anything
cant for tomorrow bawllllllllllllll
im happy reallly but i feel like cryingggggggggggggggggg
Friday, June 25, 2010
You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em
But you won't take this thing out these words before I say 'em
Cause ain't no way I'm let you stop me from causing mayhem
When I say 'em or do something I do it, I don't give a damn
What you think, I'm doing this for me, so fuck the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if a thing's stopping me
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony(love itt-Alahhhhh)
No if ands or buts don't try to ask him why or how can he
From Infinite down to the last Relapse album he's still shit and
Whether he's on salary, paid hourly
Until he bows out or he shit's his bowels out of him
Whichever comes first, for better or worse
He's married to the game, like a fuck you for christmas
His gift is a curse, forget the earth he's got the urge
To pull his (censoreddd) from the dirt and fuck the universe
(Hook)
I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
(Verse 2)
Ok quit playin' with the scissors and shit, and cut the crap
I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth
For that fuck your feelings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped
And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back
I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let's be honest, that last Relapse CD was "ehhhh"
Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground
But you won't take this thing out these words before I say 'em
Cause ain't no way I'm let you stop me from causing mayhem
When I say 'em or do something I do it, I don't give a damn
What you think, I'm doing this for me, so fuck the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if a thing's stopping me
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony(love itt-Alahhhhh)
No if ands or buts don't try to ask him why or how can he
From Infinite down to the last Relapse album he's still shit and
Whether he's on salary, paid hourly
Until he bows out or he shit's his bowels out of him
Whichever comes first, for better or worse
He's married to the game, like a fuck you for christmas
His gift is a curse, forget the earth he's got the urge
To pull his (censoreddd) from the dirt and fuck the universe
(Hook)
I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
(Verse 2)
Ok quit playin' with the scissors and shit, and cut the crap
I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth
For that fuck your feelings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped
And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back
I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let's be honest, that last Relapse CD was "ehhhh"
Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground
stupid dog keeps barking at me.
Life is just so confusing fustrating arggh
I feel like im wasting my summer and my life and this crappi music going in my ears feels so bad but i cant help it and I dont even really now abt school.
Im collecting so much sin its overweighing me. I just hope my cousins are doing all right in memphis.I wish they can come back in houston, I also hope my other drug smoking cousins are all right and not killing themselves. I miss when they came to houston and we were all little and it was fun but now everyones growing up and living their life...I told my mom an hour ago if we were doing anything today and she said after maghrib were going to a lecture so i sed thats only 5 hours it goes by fast but she said yeah imagine it'll only be a while before we die.
Im depressed
sad.
guilty for wasting my life
ugh
I might as well say what song im listening to
Eminem-Not Afraid
I love the lyrics alot
Hes a deep thinker def :)
Later
Life is just so confusing fustrating arggh
I feel like im wasting my summer and my life and this crappi music going in my ears feels so bad but i cant help it and I dont even really now abt school.
Im collecting so much sin its overweighing me. I just hope my cousins are doing all right in memphis.I wish they can come back in houston, I also hope my other drug smoking cousins are all right and not killing themselves. I miss when they came to houston and we were all little and it was fun but now everyones growing up and living their life...I told my mom an hour ago if we were doing anything today and she said after maghrib were going to a lecture so i sed thats only 5 hours it goes by fast but she said yeah imagine it'll only be a while before we die.
Im depressed
sad.
guilty for wasting my life
ugh
I might as well say what song im listening to
Eminem-Not Afraid
I love the lyrics alot
Hes a deep thinker def :)
Later
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Tomorrows Aleena's Birthday!<3
Im sick of summer..blekh.
Everytime I wanna go outside Its just too hot and humid!
sucks very muchh!
Im learning spanish from the pimsleur approach.
Lets hope it works.
today is a very blah day Because all mondays are a blah day except w,t,f.
ironic huh
why am i talking to my self anyways
i am really wierd
http://www.gamefudge.com/Good-Game-Farmer
im playing this its just like farmville on fb
Im sick of summer..blekh.
Everytime I wanna go outside Its just too hot and humid!
sucks very muchh!
Im learning spanish from the pimsleur approach.
Lets hope it works.
today is a very blah day Because all mondays are a blah day except w,t,f.
ironic huh
why am i talking to my self anyways
i am really wierd
http://www.gamefudge.com/Good-Game-Farmer
im playing this its just like farmville on fb
Saturday, June 12, 2010
I feel like I dont fit in anywhere. Last night My mom made me go to a wedding. I reallly didnt want to so I just sat outside most of the time. It was on a ledge so most of the people walked by and didnt even turn their heads and see me. I mean what if i was robber or something?? ppl need to be aware of their environment. If course my mom went outside and passed me TWO times just looking for me then finally she found me and accused of not being in there for something horrible. I just dont like going to partys and getting dressed up and crap and even more just going to them. Then i slept in the car.
I figured out what i want to be Carreerr wise!
I was inspired by a movie with Leonardo Dicaprio!
Im gna be a psychiatrist InshAllah.
I figured out what i want to be Carreerr wise!
I was inspired by a movie with Leonardo Dicaprio!
Im gna be a psychiatrist InshAllah.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Sunday, June 6, 2010
haha me and my momma laughed at this question on ask the scholar
:
Hello how are you? My father he has a store and her sale liquor in his store. But wallah he prays like no other his prays night and day never ever miss a day. Is my father getting hasanat.
Ha i joined debate.org
Even tho im shy and dont like tlking in person doesnt mean i cant fine tone my debating skills online.
wooooh excited!
as long as its not dumb old fb
im sick of girly statuses
ex: oh my gosh i just got a mani!
ukkkkk
:
Hello how are you? My father he has a store and her sale liquor in his store. But wallah he prays like no other his prays night and day never ever miss a day. Is my father getting hasanat.
Ha i joined debate.org
Even tho im shy and dont like tlking in person doesnt mean i cant fine tone my debating skills online.
wooooh excited!
as long as its not dumb old fb
im sick of girly statuses
ex: oh my gosh i just got a mani!
ukkkkk
Monday, May 31, 2010
Sunday, May 30, 2010
so today is sunday the third day ive been cleaning the whole house and TRYING to take care of the kids. Thankfully my dad took Amir and Nader with him to work and they wont be coming back till 5 and my dad says figure out some where to go with the kids. The easiest thing will be movie theatres and since Not rated R or even Pg-13..I dont want them to watch anything not for them anyways so i landed at shrek forever after 3d cause thats the only kids movie! I still dont know if its bad for them since the one before that had a little something inappropriate for their age.
So closest theatre is the one by First Colony.
Its soooo hard taking care of kidS! Yest. I had to take care of all three of the little ones and they are crazyy WOOO man esp. amir the hyper little boy but dont let his height fool you! and aleena follows whatever he does. I tried to get them to clean up with me this morning cause it was messay and i dont want my mom thinking i didnt clean up like she likes it.. mopped every room and scrubbed.
Even putting them in the naughty corner(supernanny) doesnt work.
they are so rebelliant. They are worse than teenagers!
But you really do appreciate those times whne the house is clean and all the kids are drained out of energy and everything is peaceful and quiet
sigh
I cant beleev my mom had to go through with taking care of 7 KIDS!
and my dads no ball in the park with either!
he seriously does not know how to take care of kids!
My mama thinks its cause she took care of the boys and the girls when it was his job to take care of the boys when they were little and to be close to them
oh well too late..
okay so aleenah and weam are with me..weams tlking with her cuz on the phone and where the hack is aleenah! AHH i forgot abt her.. bad future mommy! okay toodles!
So closest theatre is the one by First Colony.
Its soooo hard taking care of kidS! Yest. I had to take care of all three of the little ones and they are crazyy WOOO man esp. amir the hyper little boy but dont let his height fool you! and aleena follows whatever he does. I tried to get them to clean up with me this morning cause it was messay and i dont want my mom thinking i didnt clean up like she likes it.. mopped every room and scrubbed.
Even putting them in the naughty corner(supernanny) doesnt work.
they are so rebelliant. They are worse than teenagers!
But you really do appreciate those times whne the house is clean and all the kids are drained out of energy and everything is peaceful and quiet
sigh
I cant beleev my mom had to go through with taking care of 7 KIDS!
and my dads no ball in the park with either!
he seriously does not know how to take care of kids!
My mama thinks its cause she took care of the boys and the girls when it was his job to take care of the boys when they were little and to be close to them
oh well too late..
okay so aleenah and weam are with me..weams tlking with her cuz on the phone and where the hack is aleenah! AHH i forgot abt her.. bad future mommy! okay toodles!
Saturday, May 29, 2010
the blind side was awesome! The kids loved it esp amir ahhahha!He liked the football scene ALOT!Listening to the backstreet boys cause I hate all these crappy new songs that dont make sense...I really like miss independent tho!
Tonight were going to watch public enemies maybe since C.Bale is in it!
!
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The house is SOOOOOOO much cleaner without 3 people like wow!
Tonight were going to watch public enemies maybe since C.Bale is in it!
!
!
The house is SOOOOOOO much cleaner without 3 people like wow!
Friday, May 28, 2010
All that bullshit is for the birds
You aint nothin but a vulture
Always hopin for the worst
Waiting for me to fuck up up
You’ll regret the day when I find another girl, yeah
Who knows just what I need, she knows just what I mean
When I tell her keep it drama free
Ohohohohohohohoh… x2
I told you that im leaving (deuces)
I know you mad but so what?
I wish you best of luck
And now im bout to throw them deuces up
Love the part in bold!
You aint nothin but a vulture
Always hopin for the worst
Waiting for me to fuck up up
You’ll regret the day when I find another girl, yeah
Who knows just what I need, she knows just what I mean
When I tell her keep it drama free
Ohohohohohohohoh… x2
I told you that im leaving (deuces)
I know you mad but so what?
I wish you best of luck
And now im bout to throw them deuces up
Love the part in bold!
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Thursday, May 13, 2010
I am obsessed with this!I mostly like the beginning but the rest not really. I also hate that face she makes at the beginning her lips look weird when she does why doesn't she just smile!@ 0:06.
I can believe i still like miley...It all started in 8th grade too!
In my ImanAcademy years I was obsessed with watching HM!
I am also still not over my Christian bale phase!
What else should I say of my boring life?
Oh yeah i finis school yest and this summer absolutely NO MORE HCC CLASSES!
I will be studying arabic online and maybe spanish? Also I want to take an aerobic class..I asked my mom she doesnt care as long as im not reading teen books.
Oh which reminds me Im reading Eternal and Bounce...
Man i remeber watching with my sis(when my mom didnt take the Tv down!)late at night..American History X. I thought it was just the saddest movie ever!
Also I have now concluded that there is a jinn living in room last night weam said she heard me call her name twice from my room when i was in the living room..That would mean either
1)I am one of those ppl that have two identities
oorr
2)Jinn
and before when i was abt to sleep something whispered in my ear loudly my name
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
oh man oh crap oh man i didn't even know!
Wallah! With all theses finals i dint realize that my birthday is TOMORROW!
Im turning 17 WOW cant believe it!Wow
17 its THE Age to be man!
ahhh 17 Im in love with that number now 17 ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
It just feels right to be 17!
ahhh tomorrow is my final(another one)
but i finished studying!
Wallah! With all theses finals i dint realize that my birthday is TOMORROW!
Im turning 17 WOW cant believe it!Wow
17 its THE Age to be man!
ahhh 17 Im in love with that number now 17 ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
It just feels right to be 17!
ahhh tomorrow is my final(another one)
but i finished studying!
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
oh em gee im am now officially in love with the luxe series WOW
it blew my mind!
I just finished with this book!
http://images2.fanpop.com/images/photos/5800000/Envy-the-luxe-5873655-1024-768.jpg
She is so stunningly beautifulllL!
I only read the first and this is the third but man i love her(Diana Holland) and Henry Schoonmakerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
sigh
AWESOME SERIES
SUMMARY:(got it online)
Basically, Henry and Penelope are married. He hates her and they don't sleep together. He misses Diana terrible... Everyone takes a trip to Palm beach where Penelope pretends to be happy and forces Henry to act like he is too... Teddy proposes to Elizabeth but she says that she is not ready now, but maybe in the future. Penelope is of course blackmailing the Holland sisters throughout and threatens Henry that if she sees him with Diana, she will spill all the secrets... Meanwhile, Henry promises Diana that he's going to leave Penelope and when he comes back to his suite, Penelope is crying and Henry is so drunk that he ends up sleeping with her for the first time sine their marriage. Diana sees them from outside and is distraught because she believed Henry when he said he still loves her and hates Penelope. The next morning, Henry regrets everything, tells Penny it was all a mistake and leaves her. He plans to tell his father when they get back that he cant stay married with her. When they get back, before anything, Penelope announces that she is pregnant-- which is a complete lie. Elizabeth however, really is pregnant and decides that she'll marry Teddy but she finds out that he enlisted himself to the army. She then marries her fathers ex-buisness partner. Diana meanwhile sleeps with Grayson (Penelope's brother) convincing herself that it'll help her get over Henry, which it doesn't. Henry sees them, and decides he has nothing left to live for in New York and he enlists into the army too. Henry sends Diana a letter and she gets it after he leaves and she cuts off her hair, dresses as a guy and leaves her home to join the army, and follow Henry.
it blew my mind!
I just finished with this book!
http://images2.fanpop.com/images/photos/5800000/Envy-the-luxe-5873655-1024-768.jpg
She is so stunningly beautifulllL!
I only read the first and this is the third but man i love her(Diana Holland) and Henry Schoonmakerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
sigh
AWESOME SERIES
SUMMARY:(got it online)
Basically, Henry and Penelope are married. He hates her and they don't sleep together. He misses Diana terrible... Everyone takes a trip to Palm beach where Penelope pretends to be happy and forces Henry to act like he is too... Teddy proposes to Elizabeth but she says that she is not ready now, but maybe in the future. Penelope is of course blackmailing the Holland sisters throughout and threatens Henry that if she sees him with Diana, she will spill all the secrets... Meanwhile, Henry promises Diana that he's going to leave Penelope and when he comes back to his suite, Penelope is crying and Henry is so drunk that he ends up sleeping with her for the first time sine their marriage. Diana sees them from outside and is distraught because she believed Henry when he said he still loves her and hates Penelope. The next morning, Henry regrets everything, tells Penny it was all a mistake and leaves her. He plans to tell his father when they get back that he cant stay married with her. When they get back, before anything, Penelope announces that she is pregnant-- which is a complete lie. Elizabeth however, really is pregnant and decides that she'll marry Teddy but she finds out that he enlisted himself to the army. She then marries her fathers ex-buisness partner. Diana meanwhile sleeps with Grayson (Penelope's brother) convincing herself that it'll help her get over Henry, which it doesn't. Henry sees them, and decides he has nothing left to live for in New York and he enlists into the army too. Henry sends Diana a letter and she gets it after he leaves and she cuts off her hair, dresses as a guy and leaves her home to join the army, and follow Henry.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
my last page:
The most important thing that the Younger family had leant thorough out the end of the play was that no matter how much racism, hate, poverty issues they had was that they still had each other and family is the most important thing. There are some people that if they had all the money in the world and had every single wish and desire they would still not be satisfied. Human being naturally is never satisfied and craves more and more. We always look to those above us instead of those beneath us and therefore feel discontent with what we have. We never stop to think of all the blessings we were blessed with and that at any given time, even in a second, someone beloved to us may die and change our lives forever.
We always get sucked into this materialistic world and if you think about it most things in this life make us stray farther from what’s important to us. It makes our job way easier so we don’t have to appreciate them but just think of them not as blessings but that they’re supposed to be there. For example our jobs make us come home late and too tired just to spend some quality time with the kids. Nothing really stays with us anyway, when we die all that money that was earned with long draining hours and achy sweating backs will not go with you to the grave neither will your job and as a matter of fact neither will your husband and your kids! Even if we stopped to count our blessings we could never really count them because one thing leads to another blessing and then another, into a never-ending process. For the Younger family at the end they realized that all they really needed was to have a strong family and if they lived happy and content then that was all they really needed.
The most important thing that the Younger family had leant thorough out the end of the play was that no matter how much racism, hate, poverty issues they had was that they still had each other and family is the most important thing. There are some people that if they had all the money in the world and had every single wish and desire they would still not be satisfied. Human being naturally is never satisfied and craves more and more. We always look to those above us instead of those beneath us and therefore feel discontent with what we have. We never stop to think of all the blessings we were blessed with and that at any given time, even in a second, someone beloved to us may die and change our lives forever.
We always get sucked into this materialistic world and if you think about it most things in this life make us stray farther from what’s important to us. It makes our job way easier so we don’t have to appreciate them but just think of them not as blessings but that they’re supposed to be there. For example our jobs make us come home late and too tired just to spend some quality time with the kids. Nothing really stays with us anyway, when we die all that money that was earned with long draining hours and achy sweating backs will not go with you to the grave neither will your job and as a matter of fact neither will your husband and your kids! Even if we stopped to count our blessings we could never really count them because one thing leads to another blessing and then another, into a never-ending process. For the Younger family at the end they realized that all they really needed was to have a strong family and if they lived happy and content then that was all they really needed.
Futhermore I'm cornier than Ethynol
Cheesier than Provolone
I'm awesome!
No you're not, dude don't lie
I'm awesome!
I'm drivin around in my mom's ride
I'm awesome!
A quarter of my life gone by
And I met all my friends online
Omg ahhaha this will NEVER fail to put me in a good mood!
Im writing my 5 page essay ugh.AT least its double-space.
I WANT TO WATCH A NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET SOO BAD!
I love scary movies so much!
but its rated r and of course thats not allowed to be watched..
grrrrrrrrr
Whyy do all the scary movies have to be rated R just take out all those stupid couple
i mean wht the heck how does romance go with scary do people like to see them killed horrifically??
Cheesier than Provolone
I'm awesome!
No you're not, dude don't lie
I'm awesome!
I'm drivin around in my mom's ride
I'm awesome!
A quarter of my life gone by
And I met all my friends online
Omg ahhaha this will NEVER fail to put me in a good mood!
Im writing my 5 page essay ugh.AT least its double-space.
I WANT TO WATCH A NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET SOO BAD!
I love scary movies so much!
but its rated r and of course thats not allowed to be watched..
grrrrrrrrr
Whyy do all the scary movies have to be rated R just take out all those stupid couple
i mean wht the heck how does romance go with scary do people like to see them killed horrifically??
In one week I will be 17.
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Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Im gonna try to blog everyday...
I didnt go to the library monday or was it tues?because my dad sed he could send me wed because we have to go to sh.z's lecture anyway tonight and theres a public library right there...Im goonna get a ton of books InshAllah!
I want to read:
1)Wintergirls Laurie Halse Anderson--about girls that stave themselves.
2)the karma club-- Jessica Broday
im interrupting cause I just remembers something
when my teacher in hist class said did anyone watch saving private ryan
it made me remember all the times in pali(we went for a year i was in 8th grade)
we watched all these cool old movies and i looved them!
there was a channel called onetv(showed charmed) and fix movies and MBC 1,2,and 3(all arabic)
MBC 4 show:http://www.mbc.net/portal/site/mbc/menuitem.77695d6ff007bb1aa1a6c73a480210a0/?vgnextoid=d8497fb9d32ee010VgnVCM100000f1010a0aRCRD&sday=5&stime=1272488400000&mbctimezone=f18934c837cc1110VgnVCM1000008420010aRCRD&channel=5d76b3b9e34f2110VgnVCM1000008420010a___
Its that link!!!_
I didnt go to the library monday or was it tues?because my dad sed he could send me wed because we have to go to sh.z's lecture anyway tonight and theres a public library right there...Im goonna get a ton of books InshAllah!
I want to read:
1)Wintergirls Laurie Halse Anderson--about girls that stave themselves.
2)the karma club-- Jessica Broday
im interrupting cause I just remembers something
when my teacher in hist class said did anyone watch saving private ryan
it made me remember all the times in pali(we went for a year i was in 8th grade)
we watched all these cool old movies and i looved them!
there was a channel called onetv(showed charmed) and fix movies and MBC 1,2,and 3(all arabic)
MBC 4 show:http://www.mbc.net/portal/site/mbc/menuitem.77695d6ff007bb1aa1a6c73a480210a0/?vgnextoid=d8497fb9d32ee010VgnVCM100000f1010a0aRCRD&sday=5&stime=1272488400000&mbctimezone=f18934c837cc1110VgnVCM1000008420010aRCRD&channel=5d76b3b9e34f2110VgnVCM1000008420010a___
Its that link!!!_
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
GAH this is stuck in my head!
Futhermore I'm cornier than Ethynol
Cheesier than Provolone
I'm awesome!
No you're not, dude don't lie
I'm awesome!
I'm drivin around in my mom's ride
I'm awesome!
A quarter of my life gone by
And I met all my friends online
Gonna leave soon..GOD Fb is so dang addicting!
I hate it but love it at the same time!
ahhhhhhhhh..
My brother sucks..I bet all brothers suck!
Im reading Captivate by Carrie Jones
Need advice?:::
Top Ten Things To Remember When Dealing With Pixies
Think pixies are like Tinkerbell? You think wrong.
1. Pixies do not hang out with Peter Pan.
2. Pixies do not sleep in glass jars.
3. Similarly, they do not carry magic wands.
4. They hate iron and steel.
5. They will call your name and try to get you lost in the woods.
6. They are great fighters, using claws and teeth.
7. They can look like humans. They are not human.
8. Some may go to your school or work with you. We have no idea.
9. They have needs.
10. Never let one kiss you. Ever.
Futhermore I'm cornier than Ethynol
Cheesier than Provolone
I'm awesome!
No you're not, dude don't lie
I'm awesome!
I'm drivin around in my mom's ride
I'm awesome!
A quarter of my life gone by
And I met all my friends online
Gonna leave soon..GOD Fb is so dang addicting!
I hate it but love it at the same time!
ahhhhhhhhh..
My brother sucks..I bet all brothers suck!
Im reading Captivate by Carrie Jones
Need advice?:::
Top Ten Things To Remember When Dealing With Pixies
Think pixies are like Tinkerbell? You think wrong.
1. Pixies do not hang out with Peter Pan.
2. Pixies do not sleep in glass jars.
3. Similarly, they do not carry magic wands.
4. They hate iron and steel.
5. They will call your name and try to get you lost in the woods.
6. They are great fighters, using claws and teeth.
7. They can look like humans. They are not human.
8. Some may go to your school or work with you. We have no idea.
9. They have needs.
10. Never let one kiss you. Ever.
Monday, April 26, 2010
http://books.google.com/books?id=TKlcwbBJo1QC&printsec=frontcover&dq=burned+by+ellen+hopkins&source=bl&ots=gOgvVSyVKj&sig=spT-QE7iQJxDtAkgkOk6pOLPiOk&hl=en&ei=5SHWS77XD47u9gTKxsjDDw&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=6&ved=0CB0Q6AEwBQ#v=onepage&q&f=false
begining intro of BURNED
LOVED that book!
Its kinda weird though...
Page 25 WOW so eye-opening!
page 67,68
I hate that place that her dad sends her to that the old pervert hits on her and just yuck cant say and then he'll give her scented shampoo and fruit and stuff like that
I'm just too disgusted,Horrified to the extreme!
Its nasty,yucky,blucky,disgusting,perverted,horrifying,torturing,JUST FREAKING NASTY!
i need to calm down
i feel really extremely sorry for the girls that it happens to..:(((((((((((x A million!)
begining intro of BURNED
LOVED that book!
Its kinda weird though...
Page 25 WOW so eye-opening!
page 67,68
I hate that place that her dad sends her to that the old pervert hits on her and just yuck cant say and then he'll give her scented shampoo and fruit and stuff like that
I'm just too disgusted,Horrified to the extreme!
Its nasty,yucky,blucky,disgusting,perverted,horrifying,torturing,JUST FREAKING NASTY!
i need to calm down
i feel really extremely sorry for the girls that it happens to..:(((((((((((x A million!)
leaving soon and gonna go to the public library becuase i am soo in love with boooooooooooooooooookks<333333333333333333333333333
I will DIE without them!!!
god oh god I dont know how people survive without them?
Oh yeah that picture was me on the last day of almaghrib on my bros laptop i was telling my mom i was doing my essay (she got me off in 10 min!)and word expired so i was bored as heck but dont get me wrong the shaykh was very interesting! Man i dont realize that im so lucky to go to all these Almaggghhrib classes :(i need to take advantage of them! I feel sorry for the couple that got divorced also oh well QadrAllah.
Okay i need NEED to get my books!
sigh im drooling just thinking about them....................................................
sigh sigh
sigh
sigh
Saturday, April 24, 2010
i love ellen hopkins so much!
her and Allah are my whole entire world!
as long as i isolate myself with a quran and her books im good to go for life!
ooh my head hurtsss.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BNmEeAesqSQ
listening to this
so true i love the words and his awesome voicce
im reading the excerpt for fallout here:
http://www.ellenhopkins.com/
I want to read it so bad!
so far ive read most of them
okay her books are mostly about girls/guys that think they know what love is but dont really know until the first person uses them and then they find someone better and it usually deals with drugs,alcohol,abusive father (in one)
Impulse is the one i loved the best!3 teens try to commit suicide but fail so end up at this clinic to help them get better
but stupid frkn fine deliciious connor has to kill himself in the end because of lack of care and pressure from his parents.WHY HIM?whyyyy?
glass and crank--bree---deals with "the monster" pot meth drugs in general
has two kids (appears in fallout)
Tricks-2nd best!just so awesome!its about three diff people.Same stuff
In general her books are awesome!
drugs,alcohol,the works.
Its just depreesing is all but im a depressed girl so it all works out right?
im so sick of this world.
her and Allah are my whole entire world!
as long as i isolate myself with a quran and her books im good to go for life!
ooh my head hurtsss.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BNmEeAesqSQ
listening to this
so true i love the words and his awesome voicce
im reading the excerpt for fallout here:
http://www.ellenhopkins.com/
I want to read it so bad!
so far ive read most of them
okay her books are mostly about girls/guys that think they know what love is but dont really know until the first person uses them and then they find someone better and it usually deals with drugs,alcohol,abusive father (in one)
Impulse is the one i loved the best!3 teens try to commit suicide but fail so end up at this clinic to help them get better
but stupid frkn fine deliciious connor has to kill himself in the end because of lack of care and pressure from his parents.WHY HIM?whyyyy?
glass and crank--bree---deals with "the monster" pot meth drugs in general
has two kids (appears in fallout)
Tricks-2nd best!just so awesome!its about three diff people.Same stuff
In general her books are awesome!
drugs,alcohol,the works.
Its just depreesing is all but im a depressed girl so it all works out right?
im so sick of this world.
omg NEVER AGAIN will i go to lunch with those almagh---- girls. Next time they ask me ill stick to the food they bring(no matter how bad it tastes).
I cant stand fake girls with prissy voices.
OMG i thot i was gna have a heartache and i am only 16!turning 17
Allah Yustar
god!
keep it calm,keep it calm.
Okay these few days have been good so far. The sheikh is awesome!
so funny!
ahhaha he sed something about every time he looks in a mirror he says abdulbaarrry you are one good looking man!
AHHAHHAHAHHA
hes coool.
im sad.
depressed.
stressed.
need books.
need.
books.
anti
social
why
hmm
im
weird
i
think
i
love
books
omg
i hate the
word
omg
okay
toodles
I cant stand fake girls with prissy voices.
OMG i thot i was gna have a heartache and i am only 16!turning 17
Allah Yustar
god!
keep it calm,keep it calm.
Okay these few days have been good so far. The sheikh is awesome!
so funny!
ahhaha he sed something about every time he looks in a mirror he says abdulbaarrry you are one good looking man!
AHHAHHAHAHHA
hes coool.
im sad.
depressed.
stressed.
need books.
need.
books.
anti
social
why
hmm
im
weird
i
think
i
love
books
omg
i hate the
word
omg
okay
toodles
Friday, April 23, 2010
http://members.cox.net/arshad/ad-dunya.html
im reading this now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th9RF1-0cYQ
listening to this
hey when we were driving home these middle schoolers in the bus shouted at my big sis specifically dont bomb me!My sis sed grow up and i sed your ignorant.
i just kinda froze because I was grownup sheltered and crap.
I didn't feel mad tho just sorry for the kid for what his parents taught him. Also that he doesn't know what Islam really is about and i didnt want him to die as a nonbeliever.
God,everything in this world depresses me. The only one I can rely on is Allah and books and also not even books,They depress me also with these drug-addict kids and suicide-rs.
My motto Life: isloate from anything dunya realted even people.If i get to trust them later on they just depress me
im reading this now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th9RF1-0cYQ
listening to this
hey when we were driving home these middle schoolers in the bus shouted at my big sis specifically dont bomb me!My sis sed grow up and i sed your ignorant.
i just kinda froze because I was grownup sheltered and crap.
I didn't feel mad tho just sorry for the kid for what his parents taught him. Also that he doesn't know what Islam really is about and i didnt want him to die as a nonbeliever.
God,everything in this world depresses me. The only one I can rely on is Allah and books and also not even books,They depress me also with these drug-addict kids and suicide-rs.
My motto Life: isloate from anything dunya realted even people.If i get to trust them later on they just depress me
Monday, April 19, 2010
man for my paper in class thats about this book i put as the author robert 0'dale!
And it was actually stephen b. oates
I was soo farrr!!!!!
man!
hahhaa i think thats funny
anyways the lib at HCC smells like fast food yuck(fries)
Daderz is picking me up at 6:00.
have to go to pub library and tell him to get me a card so i can get books!
i love books so much :)
And it was actually stephen b. oates
I was soo farrr!!!!!
man!
hahhaa i think thats funny
anyways the lib at HCC smells like fast food yuck(fries)
Daderz is picking me up at 6:00.
have to go to pub library and tell him to get me a card so i can get books!
i love books so much :)
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Best Quotes from Ellen Hopkins Books
Impulse
Wish You could turn off
the Questions,turn
off the voices,
Turn off all sound
Yearn to close out
the ugliness,close
out all the filthiness
Long to cast away
yesterday,Cast
away memories
cast away all jeopardy
Pray you could somehow stop
the uncertainty,somehow
stop the loathing
somehow stop the pain
Act On your impulse
swallow the bottle,
Cut a little deeper,
put the gun to your chest.
I love how the words on the side make sense by them self!
Identical(just finished reading this!Awesome and sad with a tragic twist!)
But telling
Isn't an option
if you tell a secret
about someone
you don't really know,
other people might
listen,
but decide your
making it up.Even if you
happen to know for a fact
its true.
If you tell a secret
about a friend, other people
want to hear
all of it, prologue
to epilogue,But then they
think
you're totally messed
up for telling it
in the first place.They
think
they cant trust you
and hey, they probably cant.
One a nark
always a nark,you Know?
Oh god! I think Im in her love with her books!
Impulse
Wish You could turn off
the Questions,turn
off the voices,
Turn off all sound
Yearn to close out
the ugliness,close
out all the filthiness
Long to cast away
yesterday,Cast
away memories
cast away all jeopardy
Pray you could somehow stop
the uncertainty,somehow
stop the loathing
somehow stop the pain
Act On your impulse
swallow the bottle,
Cut a little deeper,
put the gun to your chest.
I love how the words on the side make sense by them self!
Identical(just finished reading this!Awesome and sad with a tragic twist!)
But telling
Isn't an option
if you tell a secret
about someone
you don't really know,
other people might
listen,
but decide your
making it up.Even if you
happen to know for a fact
its true.
If you tell a secret
about a friend, other people
want to hear
all of it, prologue
to epilogue,But then they
think
you're totally messed
up for telling it
in the first place.They
think
they cant trust you
and hey, they probably cant.
One a nark
always a nark,you Know?
Oh god! I think Im in her love with her books!
Monday, April 5, 2010
Sunday, April 4, 2010
wHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
whyyy oh whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy mwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeomg omgomgomgogmgomgogmgogmgmogmgogmogmgog im goonnna die
im goona die nowomgogmgogmogmgogmgogm
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
my oluifeeeeeeeeeeeefwjsdgygjq
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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whyyy oh whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy mwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeomg omgomgomgogmgomgogmgogmgmogmgogmogmgog im goonnna die
im goona die nowomgogmgogmogmgogmgogm
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
my oluifeeeeeeeeeeeefwjsdgygjq
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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Monday, March 29, 2010
I now understand why people commit suicide because of school.
WAKE FADE GONE by Lisa Mcmannn is soo awesome!
Loved it! cabe is so hot!
http://www.simonandschuster.com/giveaways/lisa-mcmann-cabel-story
thats him!
But its mostly his personality i like
nooo i wish she wrote more :(
sighhh
Cabel (cabe) Strumheller is the boy that looks strung out on drugs in his early high school days, the loner, no friends and very unapproachable. He is from the same part of town as Janie. He has horrible dreams, dreams that makes Janie more scared now than she has ever been. A man with knives for fingers that looks scary enough be Freddy Krueger’s brother; a man in a fit of rage setting Cabel on fire. Janie can only stare at the horror before her. She and Cabel have a connection…one that will pull them together; they need each other.
Janie’s secret as she calls it is only shared with Cabel after many years of the pain. He learns how to communicate with her in dreams. But it is truly the woman from the nursing home that teaches Janie that her dreams belong to her, and if she finds herself in someone’s dream she has the power to change things…to better things. Still there are secrets, how did Cabel get such nice clothes and transform himself over the summer…let alone drive a Beemer? He has a few secrets of his own.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
WAKE FADE GONE by Lisa Mcmannn is soo awesome!
Loved it! cabe is so hot!
http://www.simonandschuster.com/giveaways/lisa-mcmann-cabel-story
thats him!
But its mostly his personality i like
nooo i wish she wrote more :(
sighhh
Cabel (cabe) Strumheller is the boy that looks strung out on drugs in his early high school days, the loner, no friends and very unapproachable. He is from the same part of town as Janie. He has horrible dreams, dreams that makes Janie more scared now than she has ever been. A man with knives for fingers that looks scary enough be Freddy Krueger’s brother; a man in a fit of rage setting Cabel on fire. Janie can only stare at the horror before her. She and Cabel have a connection…one that will pull them together; they need each other.
Janie’s secret as she calls it is only shared with Cabel after many years of the pain. He learns how to communicate with her in dreams. But it is truly the woman from the nursing home that teaches Janie that her dreams belong to her, and if she finds herself in someone’s dream she has the power to change things…to better things. Still there are secrets, how did Cabel get such nice clothes and transform himself over the summer…let alone drive a Beemer? He has a few secrets of his own.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Saturday, March 27, 2010
i feell so bad i just came back home and the house is silent nd so i hear my bros good friend died so hes on the comp and finally he throws his pen on the table nd says he died(spitefully,regretfully)
and it makes me wana burst inside!
he left with my dad to the morque
he drowned!drowned drowned
im started to bawl im going to the rr to let it out
im making qiyam tonight InshAllah
and it makes me wana burst inside!
he left with my dad to the morque
he drowned!drowned drowned
im started to bawl im going to the rr to let it out
im making qiyam tonight InshAllah
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
So my dads gonna pick me up in an hour ..Im so happy no school till monday!I love Wednesdays after class!
Theres something I reaaaaaally regret tho the other day at Hcc i was walking to the (street) other campus for my class and so this guy was going to walk past me and he just did some kind of in your face thing like he was going to do something and walked past chuckling to himsself.
Personally for me I ignore things ALOT.
But man like a second later I was soon regretting like man i could've made that guy regret what he did so bad! Like humiliate him. I wonder if thats the right approach...
Grrrrrrrr Im an idiot. I didnt really get mad but then i thought what if he keeps doind this to hijabis...so next time I see him( i hope i remembered his face) Hes in for a lecture!
Its weird cause my parents kept telling me is everything okay at school any1 bothering you and I nevr get bothered! Stares yes but I dont even notice it!Wallahi! Its amazing! but i said everythings good cause first of all im not really that close to them( i distance myself from ppl)
Omg i need pepper spray I had bought sum b4 but my brother wasted it all out thinking I was gonna use it on him so i have to buy some more!
If anyone tries to assult me They better watch out!
I just hope I don't freeze.But i don't think i will InshAllah because if that does happen ill kick him where it counts and spray him in the eyes then say ayatul Kursi(2 guard angels) then run as Fast as i can where there are ppl.
A couple days b4 spring break sum1 wanted me to marry their son ew they were falasteene from Pearland and we were walking in a store and then they were at the cash register so my sis says Salam and they say nothing so my mom says Waalaykumassalam(like answering aidhe cuase they werent) and we busted out laughing
so then they come to where we were and says are these ur daughters and so they said are they married and they totally ignored my sis(unusual) and pointed at me and sed how abt that one and blah my mom sed too youung balh i was schocked like omg i went away from there as fast as i could i tried to make it seem like i didnt know when my sis sed they asked for u ..i was like really i thot was for you blah Im really good at hiding things and my sis tells everyone who will listen the story even my dad .. I was soooooo embarrassed.
and my bro!
yuvk yuck first off all i would never go with them ...the lady(she was reallt pretty) i guess his sis said "well teach her since shes youung"
...teach me what????
Yuck
Im deleting this post tomorrowww
Theres something I reaaaaaally regret tho the other day at Hcc i was walking to the (street) other campus for my class and so this guy was going to walk past me and he just did some kind of in your face thing like he was going to do something and walked past chuckling to himsself.
Personally for me I ignore things ALOT.
But man like a second later I was soon regretting like man i could've made that guy regret what he did so bad! Like humiliate him. I wonder if thats the right approach...
Grrrrrrrr Im an idiot. I didnt really get mad but then i thought what if he keeps doind this to hijabis...so next time I see him( i hope i remembered his face) Hes in for a lecture!
Its weird cause my parents kept telling me is everything okay at school any1 bothering you and I nevr get bothered! Stares yes but I dont even notice it!Wallahi! Its amazing! but i said everythings good cause first of all im not really that close to them( i distance myself from ppl)
Omg i need pepper spray I had bought sum b4 but my brother wasted it all out thinking I was gonna use it on him so i have to buy some more!
If anyone tries to assult me They better watch out!
I just hope I don't freeze.But i don't think i will InshAllah because if that does happen ill kick him where it counts and spray him in the eyes then say ayatul Kursi(2 guard angels) then run as Fast as i can where there are ppl.
A couple days b4 spring break sum1 wanted me to marry their son ew they were falasteene from Pearland and we were walking in a store and then they were at the cash register so my sis says Salam and they say nothing so my mom says Waalaykumassalam(like answering aidhe cuase they werent) and we busted out laughing
so then they come to where we were and says are these ur daughters and so they said are they married and they totally ignored my sis(unusual) and pointed at me and sed how abt that one and blah my mom sed too youung balh i was schocked like omg i went away from there as fast as i could i tried to make it seem like i didnt know when my sis sed they asked for u ..i was like really i thot was for you blah Im really good at hiding things and my sis tells everyone who will listen the story even my dad .. I was soooooo embarrassed.
and my bro!
yuvk yuck first off all i would never go with them ...the lady(she was reallt pretty) i guess his sis said "well teach her since shes youung"
...teach me what????
Yuck
Im deleting this post tomorrowww
Monday, March 22, 2010
Sigh* Ellen Hopkins books make me feel depressed :/
IMPULSE------
Sometimes you don't wake up. But if you happen to, you know things will never be the same.
Three lives, three different paths to the same destination: Aspen Springs, a psychiatric hospital for those who have attempted the ultimate act -- suicide.
Vanessa is beautiful and smart, but her secrets keep her answering the call of the blade.
Tony, after suffering a painful childhood, can only find peace through pills.
And Conner, outwardly, has the perfect life. But dig a little deeper and find a boy who is in constant battle with his parents, his life, himself.
In one instant each of these young people decided enough was enough. They grabbed the blade, the bottle, the gun -- and tried to end it all. Now they have a second chance, and just maybe, with each other's help, they can find their way to a better life -- but only if they're strong and can fight the demons that brought them here in the first place. Click the website and readddddddd
http://books.google.com/books?id=zjvMUVww2fQC&printsec=frontcover&dq=Impulse+by+ellen+hopkins&source=bl&ots=qkK4tcA7Rn&sig=bWtW-akD6iQtQK2NaRknwb-8rIU&hl=en&ei=NwGoS748zbS2B6LWnM8N&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=3&ved=0CBYQ6AEwAg#v=onepage&q=&f=false
IMPULSE------
Sometimes you don't wake up. But if you happen to, you know things will never be the same.
Three lives, three different paths to the same destination: Aspen Springs, a psychiatric hospital for those who have attempted the ultimate act -- suicide.
Vanessa is beautiful and smart, but her secrets keep her answering the call of the blade.
Tony, after suffering a painful childhood, can only find peace through pills.
And Conner, outwardly, has the perfect life. But dig a little deeper and find a boy who is in constant battle with his parents, his life, himself.
In one instant each of these young people decided enough was enough. They grabbed the blade, the bottle, the gun -- and tried to end it all. Now they have a second chance, and just maybe, with each other's help, they can find their way to a better life -- but only if they're strong and can fight the demons that brought them here in the first place. Click the website and readddddddd
http://books.google.com/books?id=zjvMUVww2fQC&printsec=frontcover&dq=Impulse+by+ellen+hopkins&source=bl&ots=qkK4tcA7Rn&sig=bWtW-akD6iQtQK2NaRknwb-8rIU&hl=en&ei=NwGoS748zbS2B6LWnM8N&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=3&ved=0CBYQ6AEwAg#v=onepage&q=&f=false
Im tired of getting average grades like B.Its because i dont study hard enough. Actually i dont study at all and get B's. So if i actually study ill get an A InshAllah.
Omg Maincenter on Saturday. Its very depressing to see Grown Adults acting this way!
Do they want the youth to turn out like them?
Sheikh Z couldn't even come in to pray thuhr! He had to pray on the streets.
So they were going to have a meeting not behind lock doors(after the actual shura council) But then i guess the president got scared and said meeting adjourned and we all had that attitude that finally he is going to speak but he did not. So all hell broke loose and then Sheikh Z's Wife started yelling and pointing at M.Ali saying lier,Hypocrite and then SubhanAllah her son was sitting but as soon as she started yelling he stood up immediately and stood by her side.It was depressing that a kid would have to hear his own mother yelling at someone and having to hear all this Info revolving on sheikh Z.
I wonder what was going through his mind at that point
A lady actually started crying because she never thought this would happen in a masjid.
People were recording with their phones also.
I like going with my mom places because anywhere i go with her i keep the attitude that im going to learn something new and will benefit any way I can.
I don't really like going with my sister tho.
But our relationship definitely got better but we don't talk as much but also we don't fight like ever.
Hmm something I noticed about myself is I don't trust people easily and I still haven't found that friend that's like me and will do stuff I like. I'm not that outgoing either. I'll get along with anyone thats willing to get along but i wont get too close either.
Omg Maincenter on Saturday. Its very depressing to see Grown Adults acting this way!
Do they want the youth to turn out like them?
Sheikh Z couldn't even come in to pray thuhr! He had to pray on the streets.
So they were going to have a meeting not behind lock doors(after the actual shura council) But then i guess the president got scared and said meeting adjourned and we all had that attitude that finally he is going to speak but he did not. So all hell broke loose and then Sheikh Z's Wife started yelling and pointing at M.Ali saying lier,Hypocrite and then SubhanAllah her son was sitting but as soon as she started yelling he stood up immediately and stood by her side.It was depressing that a kid would have to hear his own mother yelling at someone and having to hear all this Info revolving on sheikh Z.
I wonder what was going through his mind at that point
A lady actually started crying because she never thought this would happen in a masjid.
People were recording with their phones also.
I like going with my mom places because anywhere i go with her i keep the attitude that im going to learn something new and will benefit any way I can.
I don't really like going with my sister tho.
But our relationship definitely got better but we don't talk as much but also we don't fight like ever.
Hmm something I noticed about myself is I don't trust people easily and I still haven't found that friend that's like me and will do stuff I like. I'm not that outgoing either. I'll get along with anyone thats willing to get along but i wont get too close either.
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