stupid dog keeps barking at me.
Life is just so confusing fustrating arggh
I feel like im wasting my summer and my life and this crappi music going in my ears feels so bad but i cant help it and I dont even really now abt school.
Im collecting so much sin its overweighing me. I just hope my cousins are doing all right in memphis.I wish they can come back in houston, I also hope my other drug smoking cousins are all right and not killing themselves. I miss when they came to houston and we were all little and it was fun but now everyones growing up and living their life...I told my mom an hour ago if we were doing anything today and she said after maghrib were going to a lecture so i sed thats only 5 hours it goes by fast but she said yeah imagine it'll only be a while before we die.
Im depressed
sad.
guilty for wasting my life
ugh
I might as well say what song im listening to
Eminem-Not Afraid
I love the lyrics alot
Hes a deep thinker def :)

Later